Fukan-Zazengi 4: Turning the Light Around.


 

Moreover, we can [still] see the traces of the six years spent sitting up straight by the natural sage of Jetavana park.We can still hear rumors of the nine years spent facing the wall by the transmitter of the mind-seal of Shaolin [temple]. The ancient saints were like that already: how could people today fail to make effort?


In his instructions for zazen, Master Dogen has emphasised the tangible, physical nature of practice/ conduct, 'the vigorous road of getting the body out', and here he affirms it as the standard of Buddhist practice by indicating that this is what the historical Buddha ('the natural sage of Jetavana park') practiced, and also what Master Bodhidharma practiced, the first ancestor of Zen Buddhism who is said to have brought the authentic transmission of the practice from India to the east via Shaolin temple.


Therefore we should cease the intellectual work of studying sayings and chasing words. We should learn the backward step of turning light and reflecting.


Zazen practice requires that we just drop words and ideas when we notice that the mind is wandering that way. The 'backward step' might be the physical backward step we make to sit on the cushion, but also it suggests the attitude of mind of ceasing engaging with things, or stopping chasing things, with the will and the grabby intellect. After some time of doing this we will experience a natural introspection where our thoughts and feelings become more obvious to us - we become more aware of what's going on in what we might generally consider the 'inside'. At this time it becomes more ease-ful to notice we're thinking and to just stop the chains of thought that habitually happen. Our mind opens and clarifies.

This 'turning of the light', a naturally occurring recognition of things both inner and outer, generally happens for me after about 20 minutes of sitting, and the same is true for some other people I've asked about it. Nishijima Roshi spoke of how it happened for him after about half an hour of sitting (his preferred sitting time was 45 minutes), so it may be slightly different for different people... And then some days it happens earlier in sitting, while other days it's just a shitshow of persistent distracting thoughts and imagined stories about our fantasy lives. But that's all good too, and sitting through it is all good training.

'Perfection' is a particularly useless concept in doing zazen, but more about that later.

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