Shobogenzo Shoji 5: And the Meaning of Life Is...

 

Master Dogen's exploration of the Great Matter of our life and death continues:

 

When we are without dislike and without longing, then for the first time we enter the mind of buddha. But do not consider it with mind and do not say it with words! When we just let go of our own body and our own mind and throw them into the house of buddha, they are set into action from the side of buddha; then when we continue to obey this, without exerting any force and without expending any mind, we get free from life and death and become buddha. Who would wish to linger in mind?


When we get used to sitting zazen we can directly experience the state of openness and calm after we've allowed the discriminating mind of likes and dislikes, and the thoughts and sensations of longing for things to be different than they actually are, to just come and go. This is the state of buddha in our own practice and experience, and this effortless will carry over into the rest of our life if we practice the same regularly.

'Who would wish to linger in mind?' In 'dropping off body and mind' in zazen we experience our life free of our usual thinking and discriminating, including thoughts of what 'death' is, or what 'life' is. We may find that 'death' as opposed 'life' is no longer a problem then, because life and death are not thoughts in opposition.

Our thinking minds are not really fit for the purpose of understanding the reality of our ongoing life-death. If our thinking mind got some brilliant idea that seemed to answer the 'meaning of life' I don't think it would be satisfied with it for very long. It reminds me of the funny episode in Douglas Adams' Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy where a race of humanoids on another planet designed a supercomputer called Deep Thought to answer the question of 'life, the universe and everything'. Deep Thought told its builders that it could indeed come up with an answer to the question, but it would take it 7.5 million years to run the calculation. Anyway, generations upon generations later the people of the planet eagerly assembled having waited 7.5 million years for an answer, by which time the computer had become an object of worship like a god. And after great pomp and ceremony the computer delivered it's answer... 42.

From practicing zazen we can learn directly that really 'answering' the question is not a function of the intellect, but of dropping the same mental functions that give us the erroneous impression that we are a separate being, an identity that we think was born and that will die. This can be difficult to learn, because we like mental certainty, mental security, the familiarity of comfortable ideas that we may have adopted so that they seem to define our lives ("I'm this sort of person", "I'm that sort of person", "I'm a winner", "I'm a loser", "I'm an asshole", "I'm a buddha!"...) The 'house of buddha' is this present time and place manifesting completely free of any such ideas however. It's our house, before we think ourselves out of our effortless, friction-free inheritance.

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